I want to write. I want to write a book, and a blog, and articles for a paper, continue to journal to my girls... I want to write.
I think about it a LOT. My problem is, I don't know that my writing style is 'allowed'. I write like I'm talking to someone, I write how it sounds in my mind. I don't pay attention to grammar or how things flow. I just write. Sure, I go back and re-read to make obvious changes. But for the most part, I just write. Another problem, what do I write? I have plenty to share: life experiences, heart break, tragedy- all that typical emotional stuff. But a lot of it is private, involves others, and I just don't know if I could do it.
So. How do I write? Cause that is truly what I love.
I also want to read, a lot. I have about 8 books piled up on my night stand right now, along with a handful on my Kindle- but barely get to touch any of them. How do you find the time? When do you read?
I want to go to school. I want some sort of degree, for purely selfish reasons. I want something I can frame and hang on my wall, to be proud of. To look at and say " I did that". It has always bothered me I didn't finish college, I had my reasons, and still stand by them- but it bothers me. Again... where do I find the time? and money? shit is NOT cheap.
There is so much I want to do and become. Taking action is hard, only because of things like time and money. Oh, and talent. I may love to write but that doesn't mean I'm good at it. I may want to finish school but I KNOW I'm not good at it.
A friend (and mentor) of mine posted a link on Facebook the other day, and I've gone back to look at it 3x already. Tony Robbins, 'How to Make a Massive Action Plan' , seen here.
When I find the time... (ha, time.) I'm going to sit down and really work on this for some goals of mine. Cause there's no time like the present right?